Memoirs of You

This is for a special person that I felt I’m so attached with that I can’t explain why! It maybe because we are into one common interest that we both enjoyed and would love to share with whoever would believe in us! That I just realized that if we part ways, he could definitely make an empty space in my pump machine! As far as I would like to keep some distance with this growing closeness that might be built through times that we have moments together, it will be hard for me to let go nor not to think of this person and be part of my sweetest dreams every time I close my eyes when I retire in the comforts of my bed! His perfect picture of his self portrait is lingering in my mind whether I’m awake or asleep! He is like a drug that I’m so addicted to or like an energy drink that would keep my senses awake of him! I felt insomnia every time I will not be able to see a glimpse of him before my eye caps meet and drool me to the darkness of slumber. It’s sleeping to dream of him!

I need to breathe, I need air, I’m not just wanting you, I NEED you!

First Encounter:

Let my mind rewind to the farthest it could bring me! It’s the time that I felt sparkles in my eyes when I first saw you with your slightly spiky hairstyle that you look like so boyish that’s just free to befriend with but I just caught myself staring at you because you are like the only colorful subject in a whole piece of a white wall! That time, I spilled my Iced tea as I’m in a lackadaisical jiffy when I saw you. Good thing, you have not caught me making a scene with that spillage! Thanks for the hand tissue in the pantry!
Yeah, you are there to eat during your break while I’m having mine too! It’s a nippy encounter each day coz it’s just a 15 minute break and sometimes I may not even find you but it’s ok, I’m just attracted that time to you. Nothing much to get serious with! But, hell, yeah! I’m starting to make you as my inspiration! Obviously, I did perform well in my job and thanks to you! You’re part of that excellence! I can’t just recognize your contribution for that! Cause, you don’t know me at all! I’m a complete stranger that is secretly and deeply enamored with you!

Surprises:

Life has full of surprises! I may be polygamous with my acts but my heart is monogamous to only one. That time, I’m also playing like a free bird that goes along with whoever I meet. Seriously, there are boys who turned my world upside down and are also part of those passionate times. I think, I’ve shared myself to also melt with someone else. No regrets as these are all good memories worth to be kept. It’s just that you’re not yet part of the scene. My leading man might still be someone else I remembered but you could replace him. One time, I saw you, you are two blocks away from my workstation that could tell me that you have transferred to the same account as mine! Too bad, we are not in the same team! Well, you’re near to me! That’s important. You look so fit those times. I like your body-built, they are well-toned. You definitely look hot! I can’t help myself but to stare at you bit by bit of a second of course without you noticing me! And hey! Thanks! You brighten up my day! You are like the apple of my eye that I wanted to bite but just forbidden. At that time, I can’t concentrate on you nor you are my cup of tea as I’m romantically-attached to someone I also desire for! My heart is torn between two delightful souls that are keeping me live each day like it’s the best of everything! It’s like I’m having coffee with sugar and you are my creamer! I don’t know much of yourself nor did I try to bamboozle my self to waste time to get any cheesy details of a whole piece of you. You are like a specter that may cast a spell on me and be driven to you. I’m not just into you that time.

Change:

The only constant in this world is change! Yeah, and our program keeps on volleying their subordinates to different accounts! Whether we are one of the top or bottom quartiles, we will definitely experience movements and alterations work-related! One boon thing happened along with change, I’ve got a new team to connive and get a long with. Again, I have to start from scratch! Mingling different people with different personalities is so hard! But it’s ok, I’m inseparable with my closes pals at work. We are still under one new team though we will be having new mates! So, why not check the list?
Astonished with what I saw, I saw YOUR name! I’m getting excited to know you personally for the first time! And your name starts to play around the bubbles of air. I can’t help myself but smile sheepishly because I’m certain that I don’t know what to do if I see you right beside, just a few inches away from me! That might be nerve-racking for moi!

The workplace:

You haven’t showed up on the first day of our new account. You might be on leave that time. But a few days after, we were introduced. I’m feeling like I’m in cloud 9! For the guy that I saw one time that is the culprit on why my iced tea got spilled is smiling bashfully at me! Darn, I can’t understand what I’m feeling, it’s like I’m melting but filling the chill not to move! Very ironic feeling! I could clearly recall the moment that you talked to me! We are so awkward it’s like we are two complete strangers who just met accidentally that keeps on compromising on something embarrassing. We could only look in the eyes for a few seconds and down to entertain our moronic callers! I remembered that one cold special holiday that you pleaded for moi to get my leave allocation and I gave it to you! Yeah, I gave in for you! I found your reasons valid. You promised to bring back something but you certainly forgot it! Gosh, I wanted to slap your face when I realized that but it’s ok. I can’t afford to hurt one soul as you! Because you could tricked me with that smile you made to me! And that smile could melt me! Hey, that’s one of the unfair things you’ve done to me! Ok, you get what you want! But you left me hanging! Until one time, you emailed me privately. It’s like making a big bang of change on the start of the year! I still can’t get the idea why you emailed me that way?! I know, you’re trying to get close with me for some good reason. You’re personal monetary ventures in life! You are trying to befriend me to be your next captive of your charm which I didn’t swiftly gave in. I know, you waited a perfect time for it. We never stop our email escapades on topics we brought up. I have kept them still in my inbox! If you want to get a copy of it, just tell me! LOL! You’re trying hard to get my spot and I know, you will never stop me till I drop my word, “YES”! It took you three months to uproot me! I know you want to share something good to me which now, I’m thanking you for it! You are one soul that made a bigger influence on the way I look life and how to play with it. Yes, you have successfully bonded me with what you believe is right! And I share that belief with you!